I happened to open up my dusty facebook page and saw a few old friends' new photo albums today. still feeling upset now, that compare with my own dull and lonely lifestyle, my frds have been doing soooooooo well in their own world, the world that I wasnt sent to. >< Some ppl travelled to Sweden, others have great smiles on their faces, with fancy dresses, coats and fabulous hair dos. Other ppl have been to parties and it seems like they've lived in a life that stress level is zero. I asked myself, exactly, what the hell am I doing here. The 24th year in my life is the dullest, darkest, toughest time. I hate being alone, I hate being left out, I hate to admit that I have no one but loneliness. Even my fish left me yesterday morning. But for my 25th year, I am going to make the most of it I swear. It will come in a few months time, and I am going to shine, in many ways. I am back Kumamoto!!! Melody returns.